June 6th : My best blind turn

there are many instances in your life where you have to take some blind turns based on just your instincts.

for me one such instance is my marriage. I felt lost due to so many factors I needed a change. That's how my marriage plans started. One fine day I got engaged 16th November, and other fine day I got married June 6th 2008. I just analysed how my life changed . I'm happy to say it chaged for good. I was so unorganised ,ruined my health, my mind and every other thing I had. But now I was just starting to put htings in place.

No doubt that marriage will bring its share of load of responsibilities that seem too heavy but as you move on without giving up you will realise that you are not suffering due to the load you are in the process of excersing your faculties and changing for a better way with the load you had to carry.

Wish me on this auspicious day.

Thanks to all known and unknown forces for giving me an angel who changed me for good and guiding me in all situations.

The Knight of the Lights.

Lose Yourself

Right now I'm listening to "Lose Yourself" from Eminem.

One gem of a song, which can keep you going for your entire life time.

The lines that absorbed me fully .....

"You just have one shot,
Do not miss the chance to blow!
Opportunity comes once in a Life time!
You better rule"


The Knight of the Light.

I'm The Sun

I'm The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go my way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises Me   my  day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. I have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

The Knight of the Light

Yet another resolution

I used to take resolutions stick to them for some time(very short period) then forget it. Yesterday I was thinking in my spare time where would I be now if I have followed the resolution which I took a year back,two years before ,3 years before... It would have resulted in a improved self ,character, maturity etc., I'm surprised of what I have done to myself by not following my own resolutions.

So the best way to correct the mistakes of the past is to not repeating them again and learning from it. So I've now taken a resolution to geneuinely follow the resolutions I take.

Hope I will succeed. Obviously I need your wishes.

With Lots of Love and Care,
"The Knight of the Light" a.k.a The Light Knight.

Failure - The Ultimate tool of Nature to bring us back to reality.

It's been all same happpening in my life for quite a long time now. Successful days at office, happier evenings at home with my wife felt like floating. I like C language very much for it gives my daily bread and butter . I thought I was one among the best in the C community with the capability of understanding huge volume of C code and their nuances (30000 lines of C code in 3 days time). All of a sudden I was pulled into reality by failing in a Evaluation based on C. I rightly heard the natures call saying "There's always a scope of improvement get out from the dream world"

This stimulated me to put a post on failure.

Failure is feedback from the nature citing your shortcoming and your area of improvement.

I think this is one of the common things that every human being will face at some point of time during the Journey of life. (Nature has the same syllabus for every one who join it's University;) )

I read so many biographies and auto-Biographies of the people who left a legacy, One common thing stood out. They all failed at the crucial moments and persevered during their most difficult moments and then some rose to the top storming their critics and other rose up steadily letting their actions speak loudly to the world.

Nature provides oppurtunity to every single human in different packages failure, disgrace, heart break, love, war , success. Failure is also a opputunity to write our destiny more strongly.

So Never give up on yourself even during the difficult times. There will not be tide before there can be a ebb. The deeper the ebb the higher the tide.

To my American brothers and sisters
Recession is just a time where nobody wants to spend . They are taking rest before they can spend again. Prepare yourself for the next boom rather than feeling down.

If I ever manage to attain success in my endeavours. I will loudly and proudly say,

"The secret behind my Success is failure. PERIOD"

With Lots of Love and Care,
"The Knight of the Light" a.k.a The Light Knight.

Stress - Don't try too hard

Have Googled Yahoo'ed and done everything I can to get a rule book for stress. I managed to get some but never got them to work for me 

You might ask a Why? now.

I say It's like asking a patient who is in coma to treat himself by giving advice. Funny isn't it.

So I figured out after a long struggle. Time is a Talisman and delay is the method of using time to get cured.

All rule books I've seen worked at the branches, they said to me to take a walk in the morning, inhale deeply, go to the place you like etc., These are temporary remedies and I'm sure your deepest cause of stress will revoke itself.

So Work at the root.

The following are some principles that I stuck to my mind when I come to know I'm stressed

1.  Wait till you speak the word you are urged to when you're under stress.

2.  Don't take big decisions or any kind of decisions until you sort out the real cause of stress.

3.  Don't party. It will give you a false sense of Joy but you will have the stress pushed deepp into your heart making it difficult to dig it out. Spend time as it comes don't deliberately spend time.

4.  Don't speak words that marks anger or expresses hatred.

5. If you have work do them diligently (if work is the cause of your stress do that more diligently and you can stop reading this now. You had your solution)

Understanding Stress:

Stress is a state of mind which is self defeating. It arises when your so called heart says a "Big" no  and your brain says a big "Yes" and asks you body to do that.

So your job is to just choose between the Yes and No. Period , this is what I've discovered.

This Conflict resolution will take some time. And we should be aware that we should always choose before it's too late.

you can try the points I've mentioned before in the meantime. This will help you sit tight without too many risks till you get your conflicts resolved.

The Knight of The Light.

Love , I like the verb part of it. 

I'm Back

Life must go on no matter what....